Explanation, Understanding and A Late Shoutout

My followers and the rest of the dA community. Some of you have been wondering why I haven't posted anything new here for months. Well the main reasons for my shadowed existence here as of late, are that I've not only had a creator's block that I'm trying my best to get out of, nor that I have to endure a hellfire of drama in my house, but I was actually focusing on posting some character bios and updates on my website. For my long absence, I humbly apologize for that and I wish you guys could understand what I'm going through.
Anyway while I was waiting on my appointment with my psychiatrist today, I felt that I needed to do more research on my dream career as a video game designer, 3D animator and a radio show host. After doing research on my dream careers, I've discovered that I never had an art profolio under my name. So after I tighten up the remaining loose ends in my coursework for this I want to dedicate my Winter Vacation to not only building up the experience I need to run O-152 Studios, but also improving my Japanese vernacular as well as developing a talent for both traditional and digital art and build up a profolio along with samples of the Heads-Up-Displays I've made in the past using Microsoft Excel. If I am going to be a successful Video Game Designer, then I need to improve my drawing skills that have been decaying because I haven't drawn anything outside of MS Office.
Now that that is out of the way, I wanted to give an epic shoutout to two people outside of dA that has inspired and even convinced me to start on my path of becoming an independent 3D animator and game designer. Those two people are of course Fabian Calvo and Tommy Sotomayor. You can follow Fabian Calvo on YouTube at www.youtube.com/Fabian4Liberty and Tommy Sotomayor at tommysotomayor.com